Friday, June 5, 2009 ♥
♥ 9:23 AM
I MOVED TO
neverendingwishes.blogspot.com COS THIS BLOG IS DEAD !
Thursday, March 12, 2009 ♥
ill say , my gdbyes ♥ 8:41 PM
im off to ncc unit camp . will be back in three days time . ADIOS BEYBEH !
Saturday, March 7, 2009 ♥
♥ 3:45 PM
MY BLOGG OF FEARS .
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emotions ♥ 3:38 PM
I DON'T BELIEVE IN TRUE FRIENDS ,
I DON'T BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE .
BASICALLY , I DON'T BELIEVE IF ITS ALL TRUE ,
YET .
Saturday, February 28, 2009 ♥
ill let my heart do the talking . ♥ 8:22 PM
its been TWO silent days ive not been texting bby . its not tht i dun wanna rpl or talk to him . its just .. god , i need time ! im so sorrey baby . i know u wanna help . but i need to go thru this on my own . only when yur ready to help me .. then we'll go thru it together . i wanna be alone . im done blogging . sorrey .
Labels: god, please hear out my prayers ..
♥
god , please hear my prayers .. ♥ 6:45 AM
alot of things have been happening .. such as , family matters , friends and such . but the only thing that has kept me thinking abt everday and tht have kept me in silent thru this while , is my family .. which no one cares abt one another . my family have longed drifted apart . we havnt had much family gatherings , talks and such . esp after the 'incident' . my parents doesnt trust me . they dont trust me on what i do ,, what i wanna achieve and where i wanna go . cos of one mistake , which , i should not elaborate . only i , and ALLAH knows . he knows how i really feel and what im actually going thru . even if i were to tell it to somebody or to boyf , they wldnt understand what condition im in . cos theres just certain things i wld never tell . my life is a mystery , full of secrets . even if i wannted to say out , what ive been keeping thru out these years , somethgs will tell me not to . i believe , believe that i shld trust myself than others . and tht , what i am , and what i hide , shld only be kept to myself . each and every day i go thru each and every life's journey , i grow . i grew to be someone much more mature .standing for my rights , for what is right and wrong . mature to decide .. and carefully resolve such situations and not to ponder on thgs too long all bcos , 'yur too young , and you make stupid silly decisions .'
c'mon alyn ..yur growing up . stop being childish and think wisely and stop asking why thgs like ths happens .. learn more from every mistakes made . makesure not to repeat .. that is what i believe an angel wld tell me .
but ive been doing silly mistakes here and there . but i know im growing .. and im learning .but i know ive been making alot of sins .. alot .. and truthfully , i didnt touched my al'quran or even perform my regular prayers or even not at all for abt two months . im creating alot of sins . sins i believe the devil wld laugh at cos they are happy enuf to see me do the sinful things . ya allah alyn .. taubat luh . now then ive realised . maafkan luh semua kesalahan ku .. i think this is the return for my behaviour . i will repent . insaf .. tho i wanted bby to help me .. but i know his not ready . thts the thing i wanted to confess to him . i want to repent . wid his help . but i feel his too yound minded to help . cos what i know . guys are the easy easy come and go type of ppl . they dun care . thats why i told bby , only when his ready , to stand up and know for what is right and wrong , and cld think wisely , maybe he cld help me . but ill give him time to grow and learn just like i do . now then i realise how sinful ive become . im very sinful . i shall not say what ,why and how . tht , i shall keep it to myself .. i am ashamed when i say these thgs to ppl . esp if u say u wanna repent bcos u did smthg sinful . but i just want you ppl to know and realise now . i nvr want ppl to follow what im gg thru . it really took all of the courage and guts to post this and share my thoughts . seeing devils around is no joke . this is the time , now , everyday , i wld want god's help .
i shall repent .
Labels: god, please hear out my prayers ..
Wednesday, February 25, 2009 ♥
hello . ♥ 5:08 AM
so much for blogging . its been eons since i last blog . cant really imagine how many months since i last blogged . MONTHS MAN ! hehe . didnt blog is one thing , and just have sooooo much to blog abt . cos so much thgs have happened . including sec 1 camp , school , sec1s and such . darn . i miss sec 1 cmp . i miss my marvels . anw , im tired . not so much in the mood to blog . maybe next time ? just wanted to say i had a great time during sec1 camp .
SEC ONE CAMP ENDED , ALYN .
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